The Viscious Circle of Deadlines

Yes its all about deadlines…..
Deadlines at work– at times de seem scary , at times de act like a driving force . In short deadline at work is respected and adhered to….. Its an inspiration for lazy people like me
And as de say A deadline is a negative inspiration , still its better than no inspiration at all.
I simply fail to understand why people start putting deadlines to emotions, friendship , relationships ………. For a relationship to happen or to grow , there is no timelimit. Why does it become a question of now or never…a simple ‘yes’ or ‘no’ can change ur life forever.. I cant let this thing go on but i cant keep it either …..
I dont need any time … for i dont need a deadline….
I simply lack the understanding …… My mind stops working ….. and ?????????
I feel a sense of urgency to do things lest i am given some deadlines again… And that almost means i give myself yet another deadline to escape one.

I find ways to run away …. I look for words to explain ….
i look for an escapade …….

i look for a deadline